i was feeling pms-y so i was talking nonsense to adrian in the car about you-know-who and he reminded me.. "maybe he isn't the guy you are looking for after all". it reminded me why I am unattached. our characters just didnt gel.. so what for tink of patching up etc? wad's the point?

in any case, ive got so many friends who cares and look out for me. even tho the longing for a relationship is there, i must slow down and take a step @ a time.. i feel this way now but i cant guanrantee you how i'll feel later on..