came home pretty late last night after a night out with the 38 gals. it was a good time of gathering and we were discussing about klink's wedding heh so exciting~ i'm going to be part of the entourage, which makes it my 3rd time. :D a pity no pictures, we ate at this cafe called tong shui cafe @ liang seah street, not really fantastic.. & then we hung out @ TCC thereafter til almost 12! i was sooooooooo dead beat. somehow getting my floaty spells back, pretty nagging problem but feel kinda helpless. i just try to keep up and try to go out as normal.

the other night, our DD treated us to buffet & KTV at kbox marine parade and we had quite alot of fun. never seen DD sing his lungs out like that, he was singing this Wu Bai song and wah, his expression, the might & force he used was really obvious cos you can see his veins bursting out.. hahah.. i had a really pleasant surprise cos yesterday madam asked me to sing for jas den i was like ar? madam said she was pleasantly surprised at my singing cos she thinks i sing really nice and effortlessly, reaching all the high notes.. heh.. =D

today i slept till 10+ and lazed ard, decided to do some housework. i'm the sort who is willing do things if i do it out of my own free will which literally means i dislike nagging. i will do it when i want to do it.. i sound like a spoilt brat =P so i was vacuuming and mopping the floor den i sped off to YF arriving at 345pm, paying the most expensive trip i had ever taken from my place to gardens.. super heartpain.. and then YF ended slightly before 5pm! even MORE heartpain. YF feels very different now to me, like not my league anymore. Even after YF, there's not much pple i can chat with but prob cos a few of the older gals weren't around today. bro was suffering from gastric flu so we left ard 5+.

feeling out of sorts today. sucky feeling.

feeling far from God.