time is what you make of it. nowadays when im online, i do mainly 2 things.. i chat and i read blogs but recently i dun blog too much hopefully its not because ive become lazier. =/ when i read wad happen in pple's life, im pretty intrigued. it's the same feeling i get when i board the bus & the passengers on the bus are going on their own ways of life, fulfilling committments.. all going abt our daily lives. so what is so interesting about other pple's life? cos u arent living that person's life.. the write may be a famous blogger who make headlines or reading a blog about a rich gal who buys branded stuff like tomorrow or an unwed mother and many many more. it's sad that i rather read blogs than read the bible. After surfing the web, you feel tired and then you'll decide to skip QT and go str8 to sleep.. very very bad. God gave everyone 24 hrs to make the best use of it. Treasure each hour.

i usually can't keep things to myself (not talking abt secrets), i like to tell my friends every single emotion i feel, like when im happy, sad, wronged etc but now ive become very careful to whom i share it to. i use to think it will be hard to keep things to myself but i actually can. even though in the beginning it was quite tough. on another note, some pple just cant take the truth that all this from me is innocent and w/o ill intention. I don't like ppl to second-guess my intentions. pple who know me long enough should know. im also starting to doubt some ppl that i trust and im getting a lil clueless to who i should trust. think this just signifies that you need to learn who to read pple.

may be feeling a lot of emotions but i can't express via this media cos i feel that the content isn't suitable to be published. No, it isn't some 见不得光的事情. things of the past kept re-surfacing recently in many forms. another reason why i dun like to blog is sometimes after reading my blog, pple will ask me this and that. it isn't necessary cos if i want to tell you, i will.

was recently quite angry with some pple. had a outing to give jacinth her mini farewell as she is retuning to UK. all of were suppose to meet 7 - 715pm.. previously i got everyone's ok that they will make it. At about 720, there were no signs of me, ja and juan so i decided to call everyone and out of the gp, 2 didn't turn up cos they said they were ill. now, i AM NOT doubting they are sick but if u know u arent feeling well, u should have informed the organizer B4 the meeting time. it's just strange and no surprise it comes from the same pple sometimes. hmm just ranting this off so don't take me too seriously, it'll be over in a while.

ah. long post today. nite.