i finally started reading Lady in Waiting, a book about being a woman of God which was bought from Tecman. Decided to use it as QT and some thoughts came to me:

what does it mean to ask God to take control of our lives? even tho in speech, we ask God to do so but unknowingly, we still hold on to something very dearly. it's baffling and i still don't know what is that something. Praying for God to show me..

my Christian faith is diluted with the ways of the world. too much compromising so i need to thicken it. find that too many i succumb to pleasing man rather than God too.

Being single is a great opportunity to serve God and grow spiritually. We can only find completeness in Jesus. Only when that is done, God-willing, He will show someone for me.