i had the worst cramps this afternoon and it's never been this bad. it was so jialat that i had to bend over but the more i curl up, the worse it felt. mrs pang (who's husband is a chinese physician) quickly called her husband and asked for a quick remedy. i had a rest in the discussion room, she came and tried to massage some parts of my calf. although it didn't helped in the beginning, it did later on. called my dad and he was at home.. think he knew i wasn't in tip-top condition but still had the mood to kid with me about me calling the wrong number. duh.

he came about half an hour later and sent me home. doc said it's the usual menstrual cramps but coupled with stress, it will make it worse. stress really is the root to alot of things.. =/

work has been a lil crazy but managing. office culture is a lil strange lately, xian yan xian yu floating around and sometimes you get blamed for things you didn't do? i don't know what's going on anymore.