childhood

think i must learn to relax , let go and not ponder on things and mull over it. this is not good for psychological health. try not to justify for the things i've done in the over-reacting way. grr!

i feel happy to be able to tell juan everything today and to find a listening ear.

i feel very happy seeing thiam, jianping (aka jeffrey?!) and to chat about our childhood days.. sigh. i miss having them ard. maybe i just miss the childhood days.

sometimes i break.

sometimes i bend.

gotta change the ways.

some pple just want to lead a simple life. some wants to experience more.

i also want to experience more but how?