janetta & i took this @ island creamery yesterday.. YF played this game called 你要去那里？if you remember this variety game show that was on TV some time back on ch8.. the group is given a destination and they are suppose to find means and ways to get to there. The only way they can do so is approach strangers to ask where they are going, and they must follow the stranger is going regardless whether it is towards their destination or not heh but along the way, some pple did some cheating so somehow we all arrived @ the last stop together. =D had fun..

having bad bouts of floatiness.. in a state of imbalance. i feel very negative about it and start making plans for the future or anticipating what it is like in the future but i forgot to factor God in my arrangements. however as compared to the previous times, i don't hide @ home and feel sorry for myself.. i try to go out and make everything seem alright when i know, im not feeling that great after all. sorta like a false front.. someone told me that we don't decide our future cos it lies in the hands of the Almighty One, the future shouldnt be bleak and it is full of promises. No matter how I am, I should love God with all my heart when i still have the time and energy to do so and not waste my time idling.. to this someone, well u know who you are, thank you. for telling me things that i never thought of, reminding me things i shld be reminded of. sometimes you seem to have that maturity that you said you are lacking.

alrighty, gonna go do my QT and spend some moments with God..