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had a good talk with mdm just now & straighten out a few things.. even tho she called me because she thot that i was ____ but actually i wasn't _____ at all. she insisted that something made me _____ & she strongly deduced that i was _____ because of ______ but in fact i really wasnt! nevertheless i must say she is really sharp la and im glad she bothered to call also. she cld have chose not to do anything at all.

im quite tired of pple gossiping all the time and i become their source of entertainment. innocent actions being misconstrued. i guess this is how the world works nowadays, full of contemplation and disbelief or being cynical. im naive la so must learn to be street-wise. sometimes i wish to just heck care but i'm accountable to God so i must glorify God in whatver I do.

i lack objectiveness, i can't seem to get myself outta a whirlpool of problems and i keep on spinning until someone lifts me out by the collar. still learning, sigh. pray for wisdom.

i mentioned that i find keeping a blog meaningless because for the blogger, it is an outlet for them but also it shows the vulnerability of the person by wearing his/her emotion on its sleeve. If you think that you can know a person well through his/her blog, I say, it is impossible so dont bother to try. There are people who judge bloggers every single day also, wonder where all their free time come from.

today i plan to end of by saying miss my hand in yours but after that talk with mdm, it's time to really, and i mean really, close the chapter and really move on. one day, i'll get to put my hand in someone else's.

redeemed, how i love to proclaim it! Redeemed by the BLOOD of the LAMB!