thank God that the tube has been successfully inserted. gong gong looks a lil weaker today despite being fed milk and medicine already. he is still on drip. cant help but have tears just at the corner of my eyes when i see him. he is rather pessimistic and i do not know what i can do to make it more comfortable for him.

as he can't take any water or food, his mouth is very dry which he said it's very hard for him to talk.. i heard from my uncle, he said last night gong gong complained of backpain so he asked for the nurse to come who came & tell him to sleep it off. the second time he asked for them as he couldnt bear with the pain, they didn't come. i mean like what's wrong with them?! *grrr

today i didn't feel very good.. had my floaty spells and was feeling extremely exhausted. i've been having distrbed sleep & i kept dreaming even though i can't rem what the are. the most vivid one that i rem was of klink, me and someone which i can't remember.. we were in the toilet and klink was in the cubicle. the someone was on the floor, not sure what she was doing, maybe she fell down den i bent down to help her. Thru the little openings of the toilet door, I saw something with 4 legs running towards us. I thought it was a dog and was very very afraid so I tried to push a table towards the door so that it can help strengthen the door and before I knew it, it was a lion trying to jump in through the top of the door.. apparently the toilet didn't have a roof and i woke up.. the dream was realllllly scary.. =P

feeling kinda heaty recently and at the same time, it's been really warm =/