gotta dedicate some time to put in a long post about my phuket trip. ive got so much to blog about that i dunno where to start.

hmm. today i blew $200+ on clothes! i did it w/o blinking my eyes.. & i realli spent ALOT the last few weeks.. i finally got my clothes for yf's wedding, both the day and night dresses. im now waiting for my wisma vouchers to come so that i can get shoes. think i've already pre-spent my bonus le! but im very very pleased with my buys.. some of the items i bought were "staples" i only owe 1 pathetic pair of jeans and it's like getting too huge for me so i HAD to get another pair. now im left with getting a trim.

the weird thing is after i came back from phuket, i start feeling quite crappy in terms of health which is so strange. sometimes i dunno how i can carry on.. but yet God is gracious to ensure that i'm still breathing. alot of pple might not know how i feel but it sure sux. But then again, I know there's a reason behind everything. & it's really no joke being unwell. i spend alot on medical bills and it's really eating into my savings and plus, i still spend so much.. im determined to be thrifty from now on. save save save!

my heart ached the other day and i cried. finally.