but i know who holds tomorrow and I know who holds my hand.

i am feeling unusually calm which i am quite worried. I'm surprised by my calmness. I thank God for that. the odds are for me, there are many things that i can feel consoled but i know the sadness will surface and the memories linger. i know there are pple ard supporting me. thank you.

but as the hymn goes, i know who holds tomorrow and i know God holds my hand.