seriously, y dwell on the sad sappy songs singing about breaking up? i mean i'm fed-up la. im like so confused! Not confused abt the decision made but confused abt how i shld feel. I'm glad and yet I'm sad as well. The memories haunt me and it's sickening.. I dream abt it too.. I know i need to depend on God more. Move ON. I realised I still have his sis's VCD still with me.

I have to do something to my life, not just NATO.

Update on my health condition, I wld sae still recovering but not 100%. Still get faint spells.. Tummy is a lil weird weird.. Sigh.